Equanimity: The Calm That Survives Bad News
You sit down. You breathe. You let your thoughts pass like clouds. You get up fifteen minutes later and make a worse financial decision than you would have before you sat down.
Thatâs roughly what a study published in Scientific Reports found. Brief mindfulness meditation, the kind millions of people practice through apps and lunch-break sessions, increased risk-taking behavior across two separate experimental paradigms. The results replicated with participants in both the UK and Singapore, in online and in-person settings.
The meditation-industrial complex does not want to talk about this. But the Stoics would have had plenty to say.
The Quick Version
New research shows that short mindfulness meditation sessions can increase risk-taking behavior, likely by reducing the emotional signals (like fear and anxiety) that normally help us make cautious decisions. This aligns with broader findings that 25-87% of meditators report adverse effects. Stoic philosophy offers a critical missing piece: meditation without judgment training is incomplete. The Stoics practiced attention plus evaluation, not attention minus feeling.
The researchers ran participants through a standard mindfulness exercise: focused breathing, non-judgmental awareness, observing thoughts without attachment. Then they measured decision-making in scenarios involving risk.
The meditators took bigger risks. Consistently.
This wasnât a fluke finding in one lab with one population. The researchers tested it across two experimental paradigms, with participants in two countries, using both online and in-person protocols. The pattern held.
The proposed mechanism is straightforward and, honestly, makes intuitive sense. Mindfulness meditation trains you to reduce reactivity to internal states. Fear is an internal state. Anxiety about potential loss is an internal state. When you practice observing those feelings without engaging them, you weaken their influence on your behavior. Including the times when those feelings were trying to protect you from a bad bet.
This is the rarely discussed flip side of ânon-judgmental awareness.â When you practice suspending judgment, you also suspend the useful judgments.
The Scientific Reports study lands in the context of a growing body of research that complicates the âmeditation is always good for youâ narrative.
Broader research now estimates that somewhere between 25% and 87% of meditators report adverse effects. Thatâs an enormous range, but even the low end means one in four people who meditate experience something they didnât sign up for. Between 3% and 37% report effects severe enough to impair daily functioning. Anxiety. Depersonalization. Emotional blunting. Re-experiencing trauma.
A separate study in Frontiers in Psychology found that mindfulness was positively associated with cognitive reappraisal (the ability to reinterpret situations, which is genuinely useful) but showed no relationship to expressive suppression. Thatâs interesting because it means mindfulness changes how you process emotions, not whether you show them. The risk-taking finding starts to make more sense through this lens: if mindfulness makes you better at reappraising fearful situations but doesnât teach you when fear is warranted, you might reappraise yourself right past a legitimate warning signal.
None of this means meditation is bad. It means meditation is a tool, and like any tool, it does specific things. A hammer is great for nails and terrible for screws. Mindfulness is great for reducing unnecessary reactivity and potentially terrible for situations where reactivity is the appropriate response.
The Stoics practiced something very close to mindfulness. They called it prosoche: the sustained attention to oneâs own mental states and impressions. Marcus Aureliusâs Meditations are essentially a mindfulness journal. Epictetus taught his students to observe their initial impressions before responding.
But the Stoics never stopped at observation. And this is the critical difference.
Modern mindfulness, especially the app-based, corporate-wellness, ânon-judgmental awarenessâ version, treats observation as the endpoint. Notice your thoughts. Donât judge them. Let them pass.
The Stoics noticed their thoughts and then interrogated them. They asked: Is this impression true? Does it correspond to reality? Is this something within my control or outside it? Should I assent to this feeling or withhold assent?
Epictetusâs discipline of assent wasnât about suspending judgment. It was about making better judgments by creating a pause between impression and response. The pause wasnât the point. The evaluation inside the pause was the point.
The research on Stoicism and emotional regulation confirms this: Stoic practices operate through cognitive reappraisal, which involves actively re-evaluating your interpretation of events. Thatâs fundamentally different from the non-judgmental observation that characterizes most mindfulness protocols.
| Approach | What It Trains | Potential Risk |
|---|---|---|
| Mindfulness (non-judgmental) | Observation without reactivity | May weaken useful emotional signals |
| Stoic prosoche | Observation + active evaluation | Requires more effort, harder to learn |
| Unexamined reactivity | Nothing; default mode | Emotional hijacking, poor decisions |
| Suppression (âtoxic Stoicismâ) | Pushing down feelings | Emotional rebound, worse outcomes |
The risk-taking study essentially found what happens when you train observation without evaluation. You get calmer. You also lose some of the fear that was keeping you from making dumb decisions.
The non-judgmental framing of mindfulness became dominant partly for practical reasons. Itâs easier to teach. Itâs easier to put in an app. âObserve without judgingâ is a simple instruction. âObserve, then evaluate whether your impression corresponds to reality, then decide whether to assent based on what is and isnât within your controlâ is a philosophy curriculum.
But the Buddhist traditions that mindfulness is drawn from never taught pure non-judgment either. The Buddhist concept of right view involves discerning what leads to suffering and what doesnât. Sila (ethical conduct) involves active judgment about behavior. The secular mindfulness movement stripped the evaluative components to make the practice more accessible and less âreligious.â
What was lost in that stripping is exactly what the risk-taking study exposes. Without the evaluative framework, you get a practice that can reduce suffering (by reducing reactivity) and also reduce wisdom (by reducing discernment).
The Stoics kept both. And the neuroscience research on Stoic practices suggests that the evaluative component activates different brain regions than simple observation does, specifically the prefrontal systems involved in planning, risk assessment, and long-term decision-making.
If you meditate and this research concerns you, the fix isnât to stop meditating. Itâs to add what the Stoics would have insisted on from the start.
Practice 1: The Impression Audit
After your meditation session, before you get up, spend two minutes actively reviewing the impressions that arose during practice. Not just âI noticed thoughts about work.â Instead: âI noticed anxiety about the presentation. Is that anxiety pointing at something real? Is there preparation I havenât done? Or is this recycled worry about something Iâve already handled?â
The Stoics called this checking whether your impressions deserve your assent. It takes the calm state meditation produces and puts it to work evaluating rather than just floating.
Practice 2: The Pre-Decision Pause
When youâre about to make a significant decision (financial, relational, professional) and youâve recently meditated, explicitly ask yourself: âAm I calm because Iâve thought this through, or calm because Iâve meditated away the discomfort that would normally make me think this through?â
That question alone reintroduces the evaluative function. Sometimes the answer is âIâve thought it through and the calm is earned.â Sometimes itâs âOh, Iâm about to make a $4,000 purchase because I feel serene.â
Practice 3: Evening Review with Risk Check
The Stoic evening review already asks what you did well and where you fell short. Add a specific question: âDid I take any risks today that I wouldnât have taken if I were slightly more anxious?â This isnât about cultivating anxiety. Itâs about maintaining the feedback loop between your emotions and your judgment.
The journaling practice guide covers the full evening review format. The risk-check addition is one question, but it directly addresses the mechanism the study identified.
The meditation-is-always-good narrative has been crumbling for a few years now. Willoughby Brittonâs research at Brown University documented that meditation can trigger depersonalization, anxiety spikes, and re-experiencing of trauma in practitioners who werenât warned these were possibilities.
The risk-taking study adds a subtler concern: even when meditation âworksâ (reduces reactivity, increases calm), the effects can cut both ways.
This isnât anti-meditation. I meditate. But the best meditation apps and the teachers behind them need to be more honest about the full range of effects. âReduced anxietyâ sounds uniformly good until you realize that some anxiety is functional. Itâs your brainâs way of saying âpay attention to this, something might go wrong.â
The Stoics understood this. Seneca wrote about the difference between passiones (destructive emotions that arise from false beliefs) and propatheiai (initial emotional reactions that contain useful information). The goal was never to eliminate feeling. It was to separate the signal from the noise.
A meditation practice that helps you sit with discomfort is valuable. A meditation practice that helps you distinguish between discomfort worth sitting with and discomfort worth acting on is more valuable. That second version is what you get when you combine mindfulness with Stoic evaluation.
If youâre experiencing adverse effects from meditation (persistent anxiety, depersonalization, emotional flatness, intrusive memories), these are recognized phenomena, not signs that youâre doing it wrong. Willoughby Brittonâs Cheetah House provides resources specifically for meditators experiencing difficulties.
And if youâre making decisions that feel unusually bold or detached after meditation sessions, thatâs worth noticing. Not with alarm. Just with the kind of honest self-observation that both Buddhism and Stoicism would endorse.
The practice of paying attention to your own mind is one of the most powerful things a person can do. The study doesnât change that. It just reminds us that paying attention and evaluating what you find are two different skills, and you need both.
The risk-taking study is published in Scientific Reports. For the adverse effects research, Willoughby Brittonâs lab at Brown University has the most thorough documentation. The cognitive reappraisal findings appear in Frontiers in Psychology. For the Stoic approach to working with impressions, Pierre Hadotâs âThe Inner Citadelâ remains the clearest treatment of Marcus Aureliusâs practice.